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2007/4/29 Guild Wars NightFall A.A.A. Cercasi compagni di avventura, possibilmente bella presenza; scrivere qui sotto il proprio nome e livello :-p 2007/4/23 Diario Dei Sogni: Parte XLunedì 23 Aprile
Non ho trascritto gli ultimi incubi poichè erano sempre gli stessi... paralisi, senza nessun particolare rilevante.
Stanotte invece ho avuto un raro "attacco" di quegli incubi che definisco "di 4° tipo" (vedi blog omonimo: click col destro, apri in un altra finestra).
Per fare un breve riassunto, sono incubi in cui ci si sveglia, o almeno si crede di essere svegli, si compiono delle azioni senza sapere di stare sognando, e poi accade qualcosa di solitamente tremendo, e ci si risveglia nel proprio letto... la parte brutta è che questo processo si ripete più di una volta nella maggior parte dei casi, e quando si crede di essere finalmente svegli sul serio... succede qualcos'altro di terribile e ci si risveglia... e così via...
Già non ricordo bene i particolari, ma si è ripetuto 4 volte, e in ogniuna di esse ero fermamente convinto di essermi svegliato sul serio... Per poi scoprire a mie spese che non era così.
Suoni, sensazioni e situazioni del tutto reali... Almeno all'inizio, poi si cade nel terrore del caos senza fine...
Un'altro aspetto inquietante di questo tipo di incubi, è che quando finalmente ci si sveglia realmente, per alcuni minuti non si riesce a capire se si è ancora intrappolati in quel terribile sogno, oppure possiamo alzarci senza problemi...
Per chi fosse interessato consiglio di leggere il blog di cui il link sopra, tutti gli esempi che cito li NON sono puramente casuali purtroppo. 2007/4/5 Un po' di songs, senza dirvi il titolo... indovinateLife it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day Getting lost within myself Nothing matters no one else I have lost the will to live Simply nothing more to give There is nothing more for me Need the end to set me free Things are not what they used to be Missing one inside of me Deathly lost, this cant be real Cannot stand this hell I feel Emptiness is filling me To the point of agony Growing darkness taking dawn I was me, but now hes gone No one but me can save myself, but its too late Now I cant think, think why I should even try Yesterday seems as though it never existed Death greets me warm, now I will just say good-bye __________________________________________________________________________________________________
Mother the day has come
Someone is trying to take my life away And you've got to know That now I'm feeling worst It seems to dream I'm still standing here in front Of your soul Looking into your fireless eyes Right now I'm one too many It's hard to say you may believe it That everything I'll do for me Will be in the name of your lonely tear But stay now I'll do I believe in your power Will you believe in me? It is something for... We are living no more Can't you tell me girl What I should say and where I'll go tonight? Maybe in a dream I'll go between the sun and shining stars don't worry I'll be there with you whenever you are Right now I'm one too many It's hard to say You must believe it That everything I'll do for me Will be in the name of your lonely tear But stay now I'll do I believe in your power Will you believe in me? It is something for... We are living no more Deep in you heart so alone __________________________________________________________________________________________________
When I´m looking in your eyes
Everything seems to fade away After all these years we had do I know you now Have I trusted blindly in your love, too many times You said: hey, my love, I´m sorry but we can´t go on ´cause I´m in love with someone else Tell me, what do you want me to say When you treat me this way Oh I love you, maybe And I hope it goes away Oh, how I want you daily I know it´s gonna stay You are so self satisfied Always ready for a ride Double crossing, lousy cheat, love you anyway You have warm and tender devils soul, you are so low I can hear you say: I´m sorry, should we still go on, I´m not in love with that someone else Tell me, what do you want me to say When you treat me this way Oh I love you, maybe And I hope it goes away Oh, how I want you daily Tell me now that... I have found the whore in you Why can´t I tell you no Time will show, the last word is for me If you fail to see the problem we have, one room full of walls Jar of love isn´t dry until the last drop falls The moment I will step aside, you´re ready for another ride Walking in the cool night air without underwear You have red light burning in your soul, I´ve seen the glow In every dream I have I say: I´m not in love with you But every day I say I do You have messed with my head so many times Forced me to love you Now that... I have found the whore in you why Can´t I tell you no Time will show, the last word is for me If you fail to see the problem we have, one room full of walls I will try until the last drop falls __________________________________________________________________________________________________
Lost In The Darkness
Hoping For A Sign InStead There's Only Silence Can't You Hear My Screams? Never Stop Hoping Until You Know Where You Are But One Thing's For Sure You're Always In My Heart I'll Find You Somewhere I'll Keep On Trying Until My Dying Day I Just Need To Know Whatever Has Happened? The Truth Will Free My Soul Lost In The Darkness Tried To Find Way Home I Want To Embrace You And Never Let You Go Almost Like You're In Heaven So No One Can Hurt Your Soul Living In Agony Cause I Just Did Not know Where You Were Wherever You Are I Won't Stop Searching Whatever It Takes Me To Go __________________________________________________________________________________________________
In my hands
A legacy of memories I can hear you say my name I can almost see your smile Feel the warmth of your embrace But there is nothing but silence now Around the one I loved Is this our farewell? Sweet darling you worry too much, my child See the sadness in your eyes You are not alone in life Although you might think that you are Never thought This day would come so soon We had no time to say goodbye How can the world just carry on? I feel so lost when you are not by my side But there's nothing but silence now Around the one I loved Is this our farewell? So sorry your world is tumbling down I will watch you through these nights Rest your head and go to sleep Because my child, this not our farewell. This is not our farewell __________________________________________________________________________________________________
Im so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave cause your presence still lingers here And it wont leave me alone These wounds wont seem to heal This pain is just too real Theres just too much that time cannot erase When you cried Id wipe away all of your tears When youd scream Id fight away all of your fears I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating life Now Im bound by the life you left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me These wounds wont seem to heal This pain is just too real Theres just too much that time cannot erase I've tried so hard to tell myself that youre gone But though youre still with me I've been alone all along __________________________________________________________________________________________________
Thanks for all you've done
I've missed you for so long I can't believe you're gone You still live in me I feel you in the wind You guide me constantly I've never knew what it was to be alone, no Cause you were always there for me You were always there waiting And I'll come home and I miss your face so Smiling down on me I close my eyes to see And I know, you're a part of me And it's your song that sets me free I sing it while I feel I can't hold on I sing tonight cause it comforts me I carry the things that remind me of you In loving memory of The one that was so true Your were as kind as you could be And even though you're gone You still mean the world to me I never knew what it was to be alone, no Cause you were always there for me You were always there waiting But now I come home and it's not the same, no It feels empty and alone I can't believe you're gone And I know, you're a part of me And it's your song that sets me free I sing it while I feel I can't hold on I sing tonight cause it comforts me I'm glad he set you free from sorrow I'll still love you more tomorrow And you will be here with me still And what you did you did with feeling And You always found the meaning And you always will And you always will And you always will Ooo's And I know, you're a part of me And it's your song that sets me free I sing it while I feel I can't hold on I sing tonight cause it comforts me __________________________________________________________________________________________________
And to the one's in which we sing,
We are honored you let us in I remember the thoughts of many things, Of the glory that you bring I was never the right one to dare to dream, It's funny what this life has done to me now You were always the only, To help me see there was a road I must find, A road that was mine But I'm down to my last, I'm standing here alone Looking back, on it all But I'm down to my last, I'm ready but I'm wrong, And I'm blind too And to the world to which we sing, Want to try to do us in I remember your name and I know your face Can't forgive and can't erase I was never the right one To bear the weight of something fueled by words I'd learn to hate You were always the only To help me see that to love is to shine In your world, blind But I'm down to my last I'm standing here alone Looking back on it all But I'm down to my last I'm ready but I'm wrong And I'm right too But I'm down to my last Well I'm ready but I'm wrong, And I'm scared of it all But I'm down to my last I'm ready but I'm wrong And I'm blind too But I'm down to my last And I'm ready but I'm wrong And I'm blind too __________________________________________________________________________________________________
So close no matter how far
Couldnt be much more from the heart Forever trusting who we are And nothing else matters Never opened myself this way Life is ours, we live it our way All these words I dont just say And nothing else matters Trust I seek and I find in you Every day for us something new Open mind for a different view And nothing else matters Never cared for what they do Never cared for what they know But I know So close no matter how far Couldnt be much more from the heart Forever trusting who we are And nothing else matters Never cared for what they do Never cared for what they know But I know Never opened myself this way Life is ours, we live it our way All these words I dont just say And nothing else matters Trust I seek and I find in you Every day for us something new Open mind for a different view And nothing else matters Never cared for what they say Never cared for games they play Never cared for what they do Never cared for what they know And I know So close no matter how far Couldnt be much more from the heart Forever trusting who we are No nothing else matters __________________________________________________________________________________________________
Mama, she has taught me well Told me when I was young son, your lifes an open book Dont close it fore its done the brightest flame burns quickest Thats what I heard her say A sons heart sowed to mother But I must find my way Let my heart go Let your son grow Mama, let my heart go Let this heart be still Yeah, still Rebel, mind your last name Wild blood in my veins They bring strings around my neck The mark that still remains Left home at an early age Of what I heard was wrong I never asked forgiveness But what is said is done Let my heart go Let your son grow Mama, let my heart go Let this heart be still Never I ask of you But never I gave But you gave me your emptiness that Ill take to my grave Never I ask of you But never I gave But you gave me your emptiness that Ill take to my grave So let this heart be still Mama, now Im coming home Im not all you wished of me A mothers love for her son Spoken, help me be I took your love for granted Not a thing you said to me I needed your arms to welcome me But, a cold stones all I see Let my heart go Let your son grow Mama, let my heart go Let this heart be still Let my heart go Mama, let my heart go You never let my heart go So let this heart be still Never I ask of you But never I gave But you gave me your emptiness that Ill take to my grave Never I ask of you But never I gave But you gave me your emptiness that Ill take to my grave Let this heart be still |
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